This blog is about one thing— what is in my head. My blog— my head. There is not a single subject that I plan to stick to, but I do want to talk about whatever I am working out. The articles may be incomplete, or immature, but that is ok. This is my journey, so the process is more important to me that the designation. So, if you are looking for polished and finished concepts, you can move along now, yes move… move along. Do not waste your time and do not give me comments about grammar or sentence structure. I want dialogue and not a school lesson.
I grew up a stupid little boy that was a stuttering mess and had a lisp. I got through school by being ignored; not a single teacher gave a shit about it. They thought, well he is a boy and not focused on school. I graduated from high school without the ability to read or read at any functional level in our society. Since then, I have been working on it. You can let me know when I arrive.
I plan to talk about my processes, which I call my “system.” My alcoholism, recovery, minimalism, and my story. The Alcoholic has three stages: impulsive, compulsive, and repulsive. I mastered repulsive. What this man thinks about, my fears and hurts. I do not plan to use any real or proper names from those who may know me or the references. What is this that is in my insane mind (see Step 2)? I will talk about items that bug the shit of me, red traffic lights, for example, the list is big.
As you can guess, this is one man’s opinion about this middle-aged man issues.